Okay, I know what you think when you read the Title

"It's April already, and this guy is having a new year's resolution?"


Hahaha.. In fact, I got this writing at new year, but I haven't got the time to post, until I forgot eventually.

So here it goes:

    I finally wrote at my blog at the new year (2009).

    I want to share something from the 31st December 2009.

    At this time, the holiday "jazz" is getting bigger, so i decide to text some of my friends, as Hamaya (just hamaya instead ) to ask him, do you have any plans on spending the new year's eve. So i got the news that some of my old friend, like toto, uskup, ndoy, dll have a plan, they want to go karaoke at gading and spend some time at Toto's house. But the problem is, i have no idea what is the transport, what time, where do we meet before we go to gading. So i decide to wait the latest news. Until peje's text arrive at my mobile phone, he was asking me to go to his house at Bogor, i think it's not a terrible plan (except i must go from jakarta to bogor ).

    So i go from my house to my dorm to take some stuff, like Gamecube, some clothing, etc. And i went to Stasiun Kota a.k.a BEOS, i went there by bus, busway exactly. At the Grogol stop, i wait for the busway which going to take me to BEOS. There i feel weird, because there is a man who can't stop pushing me, an old guy actually. So the story goes, i was in Busway. And i feel "Oh, my pocket got lighter i think.." when i reach my pocket, and there it goes.. My Phone is missing, my first reaction is "OH MY GOD, MY PHONE!!", i want to yel, but i think there's no use to create that kind of panic at the busway..

    So i just go easy on the incident, there's no regret that i am not keeping my phone safely. Afterall it's all my fault, i was careless putting the phone at my pocket, not safe at all. Btw, after a short time, i arrived at Harmoni. And after i got off the bus from Grogol, i spend some time, thinking the incident, how i was so careless, just reviewing all my mistake.

    And i think, where do i must go, there are some possibilities, like:
    1. Go to my house
    2. Go to my dorm
    3. Continue to Bogor

    And my consideration are:
    1. If i go back to home, i was carrying some nintendo gamecube that was supposed played by my friend at bogor. And i wasn't ready to deliver the story that i lost my phone . It's kind of embarassing though, because i was the one who always confident at my caution at this kind of incident
    2. What would i do at my dorm, nonsense
    3. If i want to go to Bogor, can i be happy during the new year's eve? how can i continue my journey, if i wasn't carrying any communication device?

    And the decision goes to~~~~~ Number 3 .. My consideration is, without me my friend have no entertainment, because i got the gamecube. And i think i deserve a cheering situation after this incident ..

    The story end.


    But i have something to say about my incident. First of all, i realize that there is so many IF in this incident..
    1. If i dont decide to go to Bogor
    2. If i dont get careless
    3. If i decide to spend the new year's eve at home
    4. If i decide to spend new year's eve with Vici
    5. etc

    And it all to one conclusion, "I wouldn't lost my phone" .. But i remember what Dr. Phil said at Rachel Ray at Metro TV.. "GOD HAVE A PLAN FOR YOU, YOU DONT GET A VOTE", so what i did at the point, i accept all what happenned and it feels good .. I was an emotional guy before, if i didn't think straight, i would have explode .. Throwing all my anger to everyone.. But with this incident, i really got the "jazz". I realize that all happened for a reason. Wait, i think this is a new year's resolution .

    So with this incident i got a resolution for 2009. More Patience .. Control the emotion..


So, that's a little story bout my new year's eve. And yeah I've lost my phone, I first phone that I really buy with my own money. .


I'm out!